Reality Check
I was confronted tonight, by myself, for something I’ve tried to ignore for awhile.
I’ve been putting my tolerance level aside.
A friend of mine told me she misses me. I think otherwise. Actually, I don’t believe her. How could a person misses you when they were in town but never bother to notify you, yet you found out later on that they were hanging out with the same group of people without you, time after time, not once but several times?
I was extremely harsh, almost rude about it. It was candid. I didn’t think she was reading the text conversation I was responding to a good friend of mine. Actually, I didn’t think my good friend would hand over her phone to another person. Anyway, it was cold and harsh. A cold, harsh, reality check.
To be honest, I’m absolutely fine with whoever you choose to associate or hang out with. It’s none of my business, seriously. We’ve simply lost touch with each other. It’s okay. It happens, all the time. However, when you tell me something contradicting to what I’ve known then I’ll just think you’re fake bullshitting me.
Whatever.
I actually have no idea how I feel currently at the moment. Though, I sure as hell know I’m not in a celebrating mood.
Let’s sleep over it.
Yeah, yeah… you can call me a bitch if you like.
